Dear God, Thank you for choosing me. After 50 cycles around the sun, I now realize, it’s been you the whole time. I didn’t understand that I was bragging; I mean, I thought I was playing when I said this, but now I know that I really am your favorite daughter.

For years, in general conversation with family and friends, I have made it a point to proudly announce that I am, without a doubt, your absolute favorite daughter, and I do it with a sense of purpose and pride. This is not just a casual remark, but a deliberate declaration, and I refuse to apologize for it! In fact, if the occasion arises again where I feel the need to assert this fact, I will do so with even greater fervor and conviction. I want the world to know that I wear the title of “favorite daughter” as a badge of honor, and as I continue to mature and grow, I realize the importance of walking alongside you in spirit and truth, embodying your values and teachings. My commitment to truth is so strong that even my own child has jokingly warned others not to confide. Perhaps you could say she inherits her candid nature from her mother.

As I transcend from the physical to spiritual woman, in “Super Women, 2 Wonder Women to Women”, your spirit illuminates so bright that it I can’t deny it’s because of you that I rise time and time again.

My mother’s question lingered in my mind as I navigated through the formative years of my childhood, and it still resonates with me to this day. At the tender age of 6 or 7, she peered at me and inquired, “why do you do the things that you do?” I remember being taken aback, wondering how she, as my mother, could pose such a question. I struggled to articulate a response, ultimately shrugging and muttering, “I don’t know.” As the years passed, life presented its twists and turns, yet I persevered, adopting the mindset that such is the nature of life. Reflecting back, I realize that while I navigated through life, there were subtle attempts by those around me to influence my emotions and actions, nudging me to feel a certain way or to slow down. Nonetheless, I remained steadfast, undeterred by these external pressures. Fast forward to the age of 50, I find myself reflecting on a fulfilling and successful 6-figure, 30-year career as a Federal Civilian, all while raising two daughters as a single mother, achieving homeownership, and acquiring multiple degrees. Yet, as I stand at this juncture, I muse over the question – what’s next? At 50, I feel vibrant, accomplished, and eager for the next chapter in life.

My previous employers patted me on the back during COVID, gave me my walking papers and sent me on my way. For the last three years, I have enjoyed my freedom of traveling to new and exciting destinations, spending quality time with dear friends and family, gaining a totally new perspective on life, and discovering new passions and interests. This period of self-discovery has allowed me to broaden my horizons and delve into new experiences, shaping me into the person I am today. As I embark on part 2 of my journey, I am filled with a renewed sense of purpose and enthusiasm, eager to embrace new challenges and opportunities that come my way.

At the end of the last weird “situationship,” I straight up told that stubborn mountain to get a move on, and boom, a sparkly new vision popped into my head. Now I’m juggling countless businesses like a boss and strutting into my “Queendom Era” like it’s the latest fashion trend. Let me tell ya, when you stroll alongside the big guy Upstairs, he works some serious magic. Your walk, your talk, your attitude, your whole deal gets a celestial makeover. So, are you really up for it? Are you ready to be the CEO with divine connections? Taking this wild ride means not just chasing success in business, but also embracing personal growth, finding your zen, and having some serious heart-to-heart chats with the universe. Each step forward becomes a soulful testament to the power of faith and a stubborn refusal to give up, shaping not just your big career dreams, but also your core as a leader and a dreamer.

In order to make that transition, I had to relinquish all control of Tanya. Tanya always thought she was in control of her life, her environment, her everything. Little did she know GOD orchestrated it all. That faithful day, I remember crying and asking him to “Order my steps”, and my life took off. Ms. Jackie picked me up, dusted me off, and sent me on my way. Carol took the baby and groomed her up and Everett released it. Thank GOD for the time in the birth canal, as it made me the leader you need for a time like this. Use me GOD for the role you have designed with my new name on it.

Releasing that which was to make room for what is to come is a profound act of faith and courage. It’s about letting go of the past, embracing the present, and eagerly anticipating the future. Picking up the pieces of gratitude for what was is a powerful exercise in mindfulness and appreciation. It allows for a deeper understanding of the lessons learned and the growth experienced. Additionally, by embracing gratitude, we can mentor and teach others to trust in the gifts and talents they have been bestowed with, fostering an atmosphere of empowerment and encouragement. Such mentorship and guidance can create a ripple effect of positivity and self-belief, ultimately contributing to a more collaborative and supportive community.